What am I supposed to do now? The funeral is over, I am getting better at making the 'business of death' phone calls. I spent the weekend with my daughter out of town doing all fun-kids stuff. Now what?
My dad said to make my life the one I've always wanted. What have I always wanted more than anything else?? To be love. I was loved and now I'm alone. Now I am left with trying to make a life for me and my daughter. I plan on adding some group exercise, signing up Kristin for tumbling. Maybe take up bowling on the weekends because it is something my 6 year old and I enjoy doing and it won't break the bank. Other than that...what am I supposed to do on a Sunday afternoon?
Poring myself a drink is the wrong thing to do, but I don't know what the right thing to do is.
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